2010 so far

I haven't blogged in a while so I've decided to dust the cobwebs of my keyboard and write something.

Thing is though...I don't know what to write.

There really isn't much going on in my life right now, I bum around during the week watching tv or I go to the gym. Then I go to work on the weekend -I now work at Peacocks- for four hours on each day.

I did just read through my past blogs and find this...

I have decided this year to add some resolutions to my usual try to be healthy one. Here are my 2010 resolutions:

1. Eat Healthy,
2. Spend less-Save more,
3. Spend more time studying and
4. Look on the brighter side of life, I miss that part of me sometimes.

I don't know how long they will last but I'll give them a go.

One word: Failure.

1. Eat healthy - I tried this for a while...the longest I've done is a month...then about 2 months off...I'm back on it now but I'm going to the gym aswell...so fingers crossed.

2.Spend less-save more - I passed this up until my contract ended on my old job, I knew I wouldn't have a job, so i saved my student loan so I could survive. But when I didn't have a job I found myself taking more and more out of my savings

3.Spend more time studying - FAIL... I always say i'll do this, right up until the point where the essay is due the next day, or at one point the same day. I haven't even looked at shorthand since I finished.

4.Look on the brighter side of life - I think I've started to succeed with this, I haven't been as depressed as I was at the end of last year, and this time off has been pretty good. Yeah I've had my quiet moments but I've always had hectic times too.

Man, I've just been hit with the worst writers block ever. I can't think of a single thing to write about except this...what's on my mind. I don't know how I'm going to be a writer, I really don't. I'm always complaining I've got writers block, why couldn't I have been interested and/or good at science or maths or something that didn't involve been creative eh??

Anyway I should depart, I have to get up early...ish to drive to longhoughton tomorrow morning. G'night who ever reads this x

Guildford road trip

It's dark outside. It's boiling inside. There is a constant whistle from something we haven't detected yet. There isn't much room.

I'm on the coach coming back from a trip to Guildford. I went there to watch the Newcastle Eagles play in the trophey final.

I can't write an in detail blog just yet because it is quite difficult to do this on my mobile.

But, we won. With a staggering 111-95 points.

Charles Smith was awarded MVP with a excellent 27 points. He definately deserved the title, he played brilliantly.

In true Eagles faahion they started the game trailing behind. The Jets started with a 7 point lead but it was shortlived as the Eagles came up from behind to lead for the rest of the game.

A truely fantastic game was played.

Now to the coach. Like I said the bus is boiling, small and uncomfortable. I've been travelling home for about 3 hours and I still have about 4 hours left.

I really don't know how long it will be before I crack up from heat exhaustion.

I really want to be in bed at the minute.

That's it for tonight.
Byee x

Can Money Buy Happiness?

(I know I havn't blogged in a while, so I thought i'd upload this feature I wrote)

 

Money is part of our language, our everyday life, our future. People find it hard to survive without it; some people never have enough of it. It is used to buy chocolates and crisps – a house. Some people beg for it and some people just throw it away.

It is a word that can bring many emotions to the surface, worry and sadness, anger and regret. Why is this? Money is only lumps of metal, pieces of paper and figures on a computer screen after all.

However, the love of it goes on. Everyone works all their life trying to earn as much money as they can so they can have a better tomorrow. But then, won’t they be working tomorrow?

One thing that has never been clear is; can money buy happiness?

The answer to this is nearly always no. How can it? Money can’t buy something that isn’t a solid form can it?

Professor Andrew Oswald, Warwick University, has done some intense research and revealed that money can in fact buy happiness. He said: “We found a strong link between financial windfalls and being happy and having much better psychological health.”

The study says that winning just £1000 is enough to make someone happy. It seems that even smaller amounts can work too. Fay Crowley, a first year university student, said: “I'm always buying scratch cards. I keep thinking that I'm going to win loads of money, but instead I win small amounts, so I keep on buying more.”

Small amounts of money may make you happy for a short period of time but the study has proven that it is the larger amounts that make a significant difference. Oswald said: “Overall the more you get, we find, the cheerier you'll become. Large sums are better than small sums.”

Most people think of money the same way, whether you are skint or loaded. Fay lives on a student budget and works 20 hours a week to earn enough money to get to university. She said: “I do feel much happier when I have money; I feel like I have more freedom to do things, I also feel much better when I am able to buy new things.”

Kavita Panesar, a Civil Servant, comes from a wealthy family and only moved out of her parent’s house at the age of 30. She said: “Money means choices and freedom.”

Kavita never had to pay a bill until the age of 30 when she decided to get married and live with her husband. She said: “I had to learn a lot because my parents used to take care of everything.”

 I was really content at home, because I didn’t have to worry about money and bills. I felt much happier.”

The study showed that it isn’t just money that can give you happiness. Oswald said: "There are lots of other factors in life, especially personal things like getting married and so on."

Sometimes money doesn’t instantly bring happiness to your life; in fact often the happiness you do get is short lived. Fay said: “I get really down when I don’t have money and I get stressed out because I think that my bills will mount up.”

In Dorothy Row’s book, The Real Meaning of Money, she says: “Money isn’t always fun, and the fun and the misery are intimately entwined.”

Yes, money can buy happiness but for how long? The answer always depends on whose hands the money falls into.

The Snow is still here

A month I was saying how wonderful the snow is. It looked so beautiful on the last day of term in Sunderland. Now my feelings towards that white fluffy stuff has changed just a bit - GO AWAY! I'm sick of not being able to see the path, I don't like having to walk to work because my car is snowed in and it would be too dangerous for me to drive anyway. Although, I still thinks it looks beautiful.

That's all for now
Byee x

The Door Locked

Tuesday January 5, 2010.

I'm not going to bore you with a really long blog, just a small update on my day.

I sepnt most of the day ringing around peopl and booking my London Trip. I'm so excited for that, me and Zoe - friend from Uni - are going by train to London for one night. We are going to see Sister Act at the London Palladiam.

I also spent most of my time hoping I would get a phone call from work to say I didn't have to come in because of the weather. That didn't happen, so i had to drive in this awful weather really slow.

They then decided at 7.50pm to send us home. So I rushed out to my car, turned on the engine to warm up the car and scraped the snow off my windscreen. I then got in my car and drove off missing the traffic to get off site. Actually that last bit isn't true. I would like to say that but unfortunatly it went more like this: I then tried to get into my car and drive off to miss the traffic to get off site but found out I had locked myself out of my car. Yup, I'm sure it had to happen at sometime, but
did it really have to happen when I had been let go early from work? I waited 15 minutes for my dad to come with my spare key, at least then the inside of my car had warmed up.

I'll leave you with this: Why is it that Great Britain are always fascinated with the weather?

g'night
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Post-Celeb BB launch night

So the Pamela Anderson rumour wasn't true. That is a disapointment.

Alex and Dane, what do you think? I mean to me it's all so false. Dane: "I did a boo boo." Are you kidding me?! Really? He looked shit scared when he saw Alex. I don't know, maybe I'm just being niave and believing the newspapers, or maybe I'm trying to think that as a journalist we all tell the truth?

First impressions are that i like most of them. Stephen seems funny, he makes me laugh. But not as much as Sisqo, OMG he cracks me up. Sisqo: "I'm a lot taller when I stand on my wallet."

I LOVE Stephanie Beacham. She is so beautiful, for her age as well...she amazes me. However, I think she may start to annoy me with her poshness.

Not too impressed with Katia. SHe is not a celeb. She even said it herself. Katia: "I was in a public relationship."

Even though I don't know her, I like Nicola T. When I first read about her my first impression was, "How dare she have my name." But I think she could surprise us - she's really sweet. She also looks A LOT like Lucy from 2009 X Factor.

My prediction is Katia evicted first, and the winner...I'm still not sure but I say Vinnie Jones is a massive condenter.

Pre-Celeb Big Brother

Well I have just read on the Daily Mail website that Pamela Anderson and Basshunter are rumoured to enter the last Celeb Big Brother house later on tonight.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1240146/Celebrity-Big-Brother-brink-collapse--24-hours-go.html

This is an interesting turn of events - I love that saying - usually big brother provides us with washed up former so called celebrities or non-celebs who's claim to celebdome is usually being somebodies partner.

However, unless it's just me I think Pamela Anderson and Basshunter are still on top form. I think the big producers at the Big Brother headquarters wanted one last shot at a good show.

And I wonder what will brew up with Dane Bowers and Alex Reid together there.

Lets watch and see...

Byee
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